12.16.2009

Boring the Tranny

In all matters of the heart,
across the spectrum between
the love of money
and the love of love,
the same simple saying keeps popping to mind...

Don't hate the player. Hate the game.

But that ain't right. Don't hate anything.

Understand it. Overstand it.

Accept your own impermanence and laugh on through.

Moving on...

***

Being back in Minnesota has been a trip all its own.


I'm flying to Wyoming today, hopeful that Jig'll let me set up a tent in the climbing shed. I hope the speakers and heater are still in there. I need to monkey around and that's just the spot.

I'd really prefer not to get some degrading job bussing tables or tending bar. I think that'd set me back... ummmm... spiritually.

Perhaps I can score a night auditor gig, keep my days wide open, and get my own work done in the wee hours.

Ideally, I'm working for myself... an unpaid internship that involves mustering the self-control to live like a monk... water, rice, beans, oatmeal, peanut butter, bananas, and such... $3 a day budget once the initial festivities abate.

Friends are crucial.


Frankly, I need a group of cheerleaders busting that old chant...
ALL YOU GOTTA DO
IS SET YOUR MIND TO IT
BUCKLE DOWN. BUCKLE DOWN.
DO IT! DO IT! DO IT!


Alright. Easy as pie.  Sorta.
Smooches,
Max



12.14.2009

SPOTS SURFED




Only worth anything to me and those I surfed with...

***

San Quintin, Baja
La Ventana


Chacahua, Mexico
Huatulco
Puerto Chiapas


Veracruz, Nicaragua
Popoyo
Playa Santana
Playa Colorado
El Rosado
Panga Drops
Playa Amarillo
Hongo's Reef
Playa Gigante
Pie Gigante Point
Manzanillo
Playa Maderas
Playa Remanso
Playa Tamarindo
Playa Yankee
Playa Hermosa

Potrero Grande, Costa Rica
Roca Bruja
Playa Grande
Playa Tamarindo
Playa Langosta
Playa Avellanas
Playa Negra
Mal Pais
Santa Teresa
Punta Roca
Jaco
Hermosa
Domincal
Bahia Drake
Cabo Matapalo
Pavones

Santa Catalina, Panama
Playa Venao
Morro Negrito
Leftovers
Chapels
Rachels
411
Corto Circuito
Somewhere in the Darien

And so many more to catch next time...

STATESIDE

They say the two happiest days of boat ownership are...
the day you buy your boat
AND
the day you sell your boat.

This was NOT my experience.
Even though it was time to move on,
even though I had begun to hate being bound to it,
selling Sin Fin wasn't any fun.

All told, Sinful and I had about 500 days better than either the day we met or the day we parted.

Examples Abound....


Heading Home from a Surf Charter in Playa Gigante


Gearing up in San Diego


The Only Ones Dumb Enough, Trinidad, NORCAL


Losing it and then finding it somewhere off Baja.


Dawn, Day One of "El Viaje", Leaving Hood River


Scavenged Lobster Trap.  Mack in the thick of it.


"Peculiar travel suggestions are dancing lessons from God."
-Vonnegut, A Man Without A Country


Pretty Standard Baja


Finally, A Semi-Safe Anchorage, Channel Islands, CA


First Time In San Fran, Passing Through the GG at Dawn.  That's a Full Moon.


Finally Dawn, Day 3, Small Craft Advisory Sailing, NORCAL


As Good As It Gets.


Learning From Maestra


Paid to Sail and Surf.


Cruising C.R. with Tu Laki and The HughMon.


Training in Travis


Crusing with Chavez, My First (and Most Fearless) Surf Instructor


Locking Through For the First Time.


Plenty of Time for Self-Reflection.


The Embudo.


Ummm... yeah.

And on and on and on...

The day I bought Sin Fin was one of the loneliest and most uncertain of my life.  My brother Ben dropped me and all my stuff at a dock in Portland, Oregon.  I had no job, no car, two friends nearby, and all my world floating in a boat I was scared to untie from the dock.

The first two weeks it pissed drizzle and snow.
Fighter jets on routine patrol boomed overhead twice daily.
I'd bike to a grocery store every few days but otherwise I sat there wondering "What the FUCK am I doing?"
I didn't muster the will to cast off until an old salt showed up and ridiculed me out of my funk.

The day I sold Sin Fin found me much improved.  I'd gained a bit of perspective, overcome a bit of my innate gullibility, firmed up a bit, and had one hell of a trip.

Selling came easy since all that awaited me in Gigante was the same shit day in and day out... good shit, no doubt... but the same shit.

The boat was in no shape to go adventuring in with any semblance of safety or comfort.  I'd known that since halfway down Baja.  It hadn't been designed to be anything but a daysailer and it was all beat to shit after 17 months under my "maintenance".

Less than a week after transferring the title, I'm already trolling CRAIGSLIST for a new boat.

There are a lot of good ones out there... screamin' deals too... so my goal is to come across some money.

And if that doesn't pan out I'm going back here...



Life is short.  Live it up.

Love,

Max